So tomorrow is our daughters big debut! I decided a long time ago that if I did not have this baby by my due date, that I would proceed with a scheduled Cesarean Section instead of opting for an induction of labor. Not everyone will understand my choice in doing this, but for me, it just made the most sense. So now we have arrived at the day before my delivery date and I am beyond nervous. I don't know if I am more nervous about the procedure, or the fact that I am finally going to meet my daughter (I am sure it is a combination of both.) I have seen this surgery hundreds of times, and I know exactly how it will probably play out, but I am still extremely anxious.
John is as calm as can be. I don't think it will truly hit him until we are in the operating room tomorrow. He says it is all still very surreal to him, so he isn't quite sure how he is going to process it all yet. His love and support is definitely calming me down....somewhat! Let's see how well he sleeps tonight?
So this will be my last post before Baby Rivera is finally here. Almost 40 weeks of waiting and the big day is upon us. Hopefully I can get some rest tonight and wake up refreshed and ready. My baby girl is coming tomorrow!!!
I feel so anxious and think I'm going to have a hard time sleeping tonight, too! I can't wait to meet Ben's girlfriend! Tomorrow is going to be the best day of your life - I get goosebumps just thinking about it. Couldn't be happier for you!
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